Already 20 years ... Still Missing U
Dear Sis Barbara ,
Today is the 20th year ... How time flies .
20 years ago , 2 weeks before you make that tradgic decision to leave us , we are still talking about your Birthday Celebration a week later , during your SG trip .
I was in my JC first year and you are such a nice sister to me . You even consoled me when I was actually unhappy that I can't be in HKG for your Birthday , due to my study . You said that I will have alot of opportunities to visit HKG in future and you will show me around.You even said that I am still too young for parties. That is the last time ... we have supper and a good chat . Offcourse, I still managed to talk to you on your birthday on the phone, but it was just too short ... it was just far too short for me to notice anything wrong. Even if I can , I doubt I can do anything ... I am still a teenage and those are "ADULT" problems.
I never try to remember this day ... I swear ! It just come to me every decade ... dun ask me why. I actually missed it last year , the year before last ... But I dreamt of you again last night and was awoken ... All the past memories which I discarded long ago came back again .
I wrote this is to tell you (If you are still around ...looking over me), that I miss you and have not forgotten you , and Sis , it really hurts.
HKG is no longer a place I need people to show me around (Now it is my second home) , and I can party as and when I like ... But it is juz sooooo different and incomplete, when I think of you.
Anyway, my dear sister, since you did not fulfill what you promise ... You will have to be the one to lead me when my last day arrives.
Miss you much , even though it hurts.
Today is the 20th year ... How time flies .
20 years ago , 2 weeks before you make that tradgic decision to leave us , we are still talking about your Birthday Celebration a week later , during your SG trip .
I was in my JC first year and you are such a nice sister to me . You even consoled me when I was actually unhappy that I can't be in HKG for your Birthday , due to my study . You said that I will have alot of opportunities to visit HKG in future and you will show me around.You even said that I am still too young for parties. That is the last time ... we have supper and a good chat . Offcourse, I still managed to talk to you on your birthday on the phone, but it was just too short ... it was just far too short for me to notice anything wrong. Even if I can , I doubt I can do anything ... I am still a teenage and those are "ADULT" problems.
I never try to remember this day ... I swear ! It just come to me every decade ... dun ask me why. I actually missed it last year , the year before last ... But I dreamt of you again last night and was awoken ... All the past memories which I discarded long ago came back again .
I wrote this is to tell you (If you are still around ...looking over me), that I miss you and have not forgotten you , and Sis , it really hurts.
HKG is no longer a place I need people to show me around (Now it is my second home) , and I can party as and when I like ... But it is juz sooooo different and incomplete, when I think of you.
Anyway, my dear sister, since you did not fulfill what you promise ... You will have to be the one to lead me when my last day arrives.
Miss you much , even though it hurts.
posted by Kitazawa at 9:21 PM
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